Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Part of Chapter 10- Stone's First Season
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Chapter Six from 'Stone's First Season'
Friday, May 06, 2011
Proving Osama is Dead and Jesus is Alive- Interesting Parallels
These are fascinating times, filled with a mix of extraordinary events and diverse reactions. The recent news of Osama Bin Laden’s death prompted responses that, as someone deeply engaged in Christian apologetics, struck me as eerily parallel to the reactions recorded in the Gospels about Christ's resurrection. These parallels reveal much about the nature of belief and the human desire for proof.
This isn’t meant to be a scholarly debate, but rather a collection of reflections comparing the world’s most notorious terrorist and the world’s Savior.
1. Ideological Disbelief
It’s remarkable how ideologues, whether in the context of Osama Bin Laden or Jesus Christ, are almost impossible to convince. Despite overwhelming evidence—DNA tests, eyewitness accounts, and even confirmation from Bin Laden’s own daughter—some people still refuse to believe in his death. They dismiss the evidence as government deception or conspiracy.
Similarly, the Gospels show us that hardened skeptics, and indeed all humans born in sin, are naturally inclined to disbelief. For those unwilling to believe, no amount of evidence will suffice. As with the resurrection of Jesus, the predisposition to disbelief often overrides even the most compelling proof.
2. The Challenge of a Clear Narrative
The confusion and conflicting details surrounding the events of Bin Laden’s death reflect a universal truth: it’s challenging to piece together a clear narrative during emotional and dramatic events. Communication is complex—what we think we heard, what was actually said, and what we understood can all differ.
This is also true of the Gospel accounts of the resurrection. Apparent discrepancies in the timeline make the events more authentic to me. These are the testimonies of men who lived through these events, and they believed in them so deeply that they were willing to die for their testimony.
3. The Fog of Rumors and False Evidence
In the aftermath of Bin Laden’s death, we saw the spread of false rumors and even doctored images. Some senators were shown fake photos, and an early image of Bin Laden's death was quickly debunked as a Photoshop creation. President Obama chose not to release the real death image, understanding that for some, no proof would ever be enough.
This resonates with the history of relics associated with Jesus, many of which have been mired in controversy. While some find the Shroud of Turin compelling, I approach it with caution. The true evidence of the resurrection is not in relics but in the historical record and the transformed lives of believers.
4. The Power of Presuppositions
We all live by faith in something, and our presuppositions often shape our judgments. Hardened skeptics believe they see the truth clearly, yet their conclusions are colored by their biases.
Faith in Christ is a gift from God, one that breaks through our natural resistance. When someone comes to faith in Christ, it’s a miracle of the Holy Spirit. And once that faith takes root, the believer experiences the most compelling evidence of all: a personal relationship with Jesus. This experience is sweet, though we are prone to forget and drift.
I am convinced that the resurrection of Jesus is not only historically verifiable but also the best explanation for the agreed-upon facts. For those interested in exploring the evidence, I highly recommend an iPad app developed by my friend Doug Powell, Resurrection iWitness. It’s a powerful tool for those seeking to understand the truth.
5. A Final Comparison: Osama is Dead, Jesus is Alive
In the end, which will be easier to prove: Osama’s death or Jesus’ resurrection? In ancient Jerusalem, the authorities could have ended Christianity by presenting Jesus’ body. But they couldn’t, because He had risen. I wouldn’t be surprised if we eventually see conspiracy theories claiming Bin Laden is still alive, just as some believe Elvis or Hitler survived beyond their supposed deaths.
A Biblical Reflection on Reactions
There’s been significant debate over the public celebrations of Bin Laden’s death. Some argue it’s wrong to rejoice in the death of any person, while others see it as a justified response to the end of a man responsible for so much suffering.
King David’s responses to different situations in the Bible illustrate how complex our reactions can be. In 1 Samuel 17, David celebrated Goliath’s defeat by cutting off his head—a clear victory for God’s people. Yet in 1 Samuel 24, David spared Saul’s life, showing mercy to his enemy. And in 2 Samuel 6, David danced before the Lord in celebration, though his wife Michal despised him for it.
These varied reactions reflect the complexity of human emotions and the difficulty in judging others' actions. As Christians, we must be careful not to assume we fully understand another’s motives. We should also remember the heavenly celebration described in Revelation 19, where the righteous rejoice over the defeat of evil.
Conclusion: The Urgency of the Gospel
Osama Bin Laden is dead, and Jesus is alive. Osama was a man who sincerely believed in a faith system that demanded adherence to impossible standards, leading to oppression and destruction. But Jesus, through His death and resurrection, opened the door to mercy and grace. The cross demonstrates God’s justice, while the resurrection proves His power to save.
Amazingly, the blood of Jesus is sufficient even to cover the sins of Osama, had he repented. But he chose to resist and rebel, and now he faces the judgment of God. For those reading this, your chance for mercy is still open. Each heartbeat is a gift, and one unrepented sin is too many to stand before a holy God.
Now is the time to turn to Christ. These are sober times, filled with signs of the end. But in Christ, there is a living hope.
If you feel the tug on your heart, respond to God in simple, honest prayer:
Lord, I can’t run my life, and I can’t save myself. Please forgive my many sins. I’m crying out to You for help and salvation. I trust in Jesus’ sacrifice for me and ask You to make me Your child. Take my life, Lord. I’m taking baby steps today, but I will never outgrow my need for You. Amen.
To every reader, regardless of your background, I urge you to open your life to Jesus Christ, the risen and living God. The time to repent is now.
Monday, May 02, 2011
My Music City Miracle
So.... a brief background. I have run a handful of 5 and 10 k's over the course of my adult like (maybe 2 10K's and 5 5K's) and the longest 'race' I ever ran was an 8 mile run that went up and down Oak Mtn (4 miles up and 4 miles down).
All of this is wrapped up in my lifelong battle with over eating and my weight has hindered my exercise at times. ( You can read about my weight loss battle/success here Blog 1 of 3 about my weight loss ) There is also another part of this 'miracle' and that is that I have had 2 orthoscopic knee surgeries to repair torn meniscus (right knee in 2004 and left knee in 2007 Blog- Left Knee). Both times I had to endure some painful tendonitis post op and wondered if I would EVER run again. Thank you Dr's Greg and Jeff Cook at Franklin Orthopedics!
So what happened? Why? How? Would I do it again? What would I do differently?
these shoes were a big part |
GPS watch was big as well |
On Jan 19, 2011, my wife and I decided to try a LONG run- we had TIME and so we went 10 miles! I can't tell you how hard that was. I took an hour and 48 minutes! I could not believe it. Was very sore the next day- but it was exhilarating to do it! I was now hooked.
I started adding a few long runs (11.5 on Jan 31 and 12.5 on Feb 26). It was close to this time that Shane Harmon (great friend and fellow coach) encouraged me to do the Marathon. I had a number of people say "Do the half"- but I was already there... Barrett Mosbacker tweeted to me "Do the FULL" . I downloaded a Hal Higdon Marathon Training program and decided to train. I decided on March 12 to run the 26.2 on April 30 but was going to wait and pay the money until later (no refund, even if sick or injured).
I enjoyed the training- it was intermediate runs (ex: 6/8/6) with 1 off day- 1 LONG day- and 1 cross train day (which was bike riding or elliptical for me). I did 117 miles in Jan- 82 miles in Feb- 159 miles in March- and 141 in April.
I did EmergenC supplement- a lot of water- and I ATE (I gained a total of 12 lbs training for the marathon- now I have to go back on my diet for a month or so).
I also began praying that God would lead me to a charity to run for. Not long after that I was informed through Facebook that Bill Williams was hosting a pancake breakfast for Tim's Memorial Scholarship Fund and I knew right then that that was going to be an incentive and who I wanted to help. If everyone follows through with their pledge, we should raise about $2,000.00 for that great family in Ft Campbell. I ran with Tim's LOGO on my t-shirt and had a few shout outs to Ft Campbell as I ran. Psalm 27:1 is on the back of that shirt (designed by Bill Williams) and a girl asked me to quote it on the run (mile 22).
I could say more about the physical,mental, and spiritual training- but the journey IS as big as the destination. I did want to say that I read Dean Karnazes book 50/50 in which he tells the story of running 50 marathons in 50 states in 50 CONSECUTIVE days! I enjoyed it immensely!
EXPO: I went on Thursday and picked up my race number and enjoyed the vendors. I wish I had spent a little more time there- it was a cool build up.
RACE DAY: It was a beautiful day, just 48 hours after the tornadoes tore up the south. I got up at 4AM- downed a bagel with honey and apple with peanut butter- I rubbed vaseline on my chaffing spots- packed my gear bag- and pulled out on the way to LP field. The traffic was bad- it took me almost 50 minutes to get to the parking lot! I got on a shuttle to the start line at 5:45 and arrived at the start line around 6AM.
I registered my gear bag (good system UPS), took ibupropen, and did one last porta john stop- I stood in the potty line for 35 minutes! I timed one guy- he was in there for 10 minutes! (how?)
To put it simply, I entered Corral #8 as they were singing the national anthem!
Now- let me stop here and say what a beautiful, incredible sight the start of the race is! I looked behind me to see the largest sea of people I have ever observed in person! And it was a gorgeous spring day!
The horn sounded and we began to move toward the start line- I started my Garmin and was off. It was a great start! Music and energy everywhere!
I kept a glance at my pace on the watch and was running effortless at about a 9:45 pace (by the way Johnny Woods gave me great advice about starting in a faster corral- I think it is god to do). My only little issue was a sore/tight right ankle that had been bothering me a little since my last 20 mile training run. But it was not pain- just a little discomfort.
I ran well- no issues- did not even feel like I was breathing hard- YES- there were hills- but they were rolling up and down- I ran the half in 2:20 and I began to think I might run under 5. My race calculator had predicted a 5:05 based on pace and fade.
NOW to the PAIN.
There was this HILL at mile 18. I noticed a lot of people walking it. I just kept chugging along (about 10:50). One cheerleader/bystander applauded- "WAY TO RUN THE HILL"- and the guy next to him said "I HOPE HE DOESN"T REGRET IT". Anyway (and my memory gets foggy here) it seems like it was a mile long uphill and I was hitting the wall. The water station was BEFORE the crest of the hill and as I grabbed the cup of water I had to start walking to drink it.
One of my race coaches (maybe Johnny?) told me "Once you start walking- it will be like crack cocaine and you will get addicted to it"- at Mile 19- I was going to have to fight this addiction for over 7 miles!
I had done GU at 5/10/15- had a small orange slice at 8- and had a sip of cytomax on 3 of the water stations- but my energy was out. It was also beginning to feel hotter (we started at 50F and the temp climbed to 82 by 11AM).
I ran to mile 20 and was fading fast (my pace had fallen to 12.5) and my legs were screaming for a walk break. No more cheering crowd- the bands were less numerous- a dead rotting possum stunk up the air- and we all became walkers and stumblers.
From mile 21 to mile 23 I did a series of 'bargains'- run a half and walk a quarter. It was during this part that we went around Shelby Bottoms and it was a pretty park- but I was in no mood to enjoy it. The hills seemed like mountains and the short downhills allowed my to get to a 11:30 pace.
Now- PANIC- I started seeing young/fit guys 'falling out' left and right. I was passed by 3 ambulances and there were runners laid out around the park with ice bags on them- I heard my wife's voice (if you get close to being over the top- slow down- no shame to walk a little)- so from 23-24.5 I walked half and ran half. BUT I WAS HURTING FROM MY FEET ALL THE WAY TO MY CHEEKS. I had nothing to make my feet move.
There were some cruel hills along the way.
At mile marker 25- I finally found a little more speed and willed myself in. I know this sounds crazy- but from Mile 26 to the finish (2 tenths of a mile) was the longest/hardest short distance I have ever run in my whole life.
I weakly raised my arms at the finish and it was over. I was OK. Got my medal- downed 2 waters and 1 cytomax in 30 seconds. Ate a banana and energy bar. Got my free food and beverage. Got my gear bag- and got in the car. It was over.
FINAL THOUGHTS: Loved it-Hated it.. I want to try it again. I can do it better.
I know I am leaving Nashville- but I realize that I DO love this city. Beautiful scenery and beautiful people. I saw Rod Thurley in the crowd and he was so encouraging! Coming back to this Marathon will provide a way to re-connect to 7 amazing years! I am a changed man since coming here 7 years ago. God has really done some work on me!
THINGS I WOULD DO DIFFERENT:
It may be just me- but I wish I had run over the distance 1 time in training- I know all the experts say just do 20- but 20-26 is a different deal- and maybe it does the body no good to go over 20- but I wished I had experienced it before.
I gained too much weight. I thought as much as I was running, it meant I could just eat like a horse- but NO- I should have tracked the scales a little more- the extra weight I think hurt me at the end. I especially should have been smarter during the tapering period.
I wish I had taken a little more time at Expo and I wish I had gone to the post-race festivities- I did make the right choice and enjoy my daughter's senior prom- but it would have been fun!
Should have done a little more hills in training. If I lived in Nashville, I would suggest doing a 15 mile run and then going to Shelby Park and running that loop while you are sore and stiff just as a mental log of how it feels. This is a hard race to prepare for because it is hard to get any temperature acclimatization during the training period.
POST RACE: It is now Monday. I went to the rec center yesterday and did a light treadmill run (2.5 miles starting at 4 mph and slowly working up to 6mph). My quads are SORE. but I rolled my legs out- took a cold bath- stretched- and feel amazingly good! I'm taking today off!
OFFICIAL STATS:
PACE:11:56 (huge fade at end)
5K- 32:27 10K:1:06:41 10 MI: 1:47:00
HALF: 2:21:34
20 MI: 3:43:59
CHIP TIME: 5:12:31
OVERALL: 2918 OUT OF 4082
DIVISION: 185 OUT OF 240
GENDER: 1727 OUT OF 2249
FUTURE GOALS:
WEIGHT LOSS- I want to be back below 190 by July 15
I want to keep a running routine of 3 medium and one long throughout the year.
Run a marathon under 5 hours ( Chicago Oct? Mercedes in Feb? Music City April?)
Run in 3 races this summer.
I also pray that the Lord will keep me healthy enough to enjoy the road!
Sunday, May 01, 2011
This One Goes Out to the One I Love- Day 31- Proverbs 31
Yes, there is a short intro- again a possible reference to Babylonian worldview- still connected to God's truth- and almost a humorous repetition of "What are you doing- Oh Son of Mine?"- I just feel the sarcasm.
And the basic truth- royalty is no sewer rat- we are Sons of the King- we should act and move and live with class. We should not be immoral or gluttons or drunks- we should be 'better than that".
But we know the famous end to Proverbs- the Proverbs 31 woman- and it completely describes my best friend- my wife of 23 years- I never knew I could admire and love someone so much!
An excellent wife- who can find? I tell you- I feel so fortunate to have landed a 'great one' way beyond what I deserve!
And she IS my sweet friend- this is her description in Ch 31:
I trust her
I have no lack
She is so good to me
She works with excellence and diligence and expertise
She goes out and comes back with goods for us
She is the first one up everyday- way before the dawn
She is savvy in business and family affairs
She is STRONG
She works late into the night
She never stops- always moving- looking to serve and improve
She is so generous to others
She has prepared well for all circumstances
She is stylish and beautiful- she takes care of herself
She has always promoted and supported me
She can smile
She has discipled our children in the WORD
She is kind and wise
She looks our for the good to all of our family
She is NEVER IDLE
Our children adore and admire her
She is the total top of all
30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. 31 Honor her for all that her hands have done, and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.
I know Mother's Day is still a week away- but how can I not HONOR this incredible woman in my life?
This is a very fitting way to close out Proverbs- the wisest counsel yet!